We’re still finding our way as a family on this new path that our middle daughter is leading us on. We’re getting to know some really lovely families in the home-schooling community (though the word *school* doesn’t really work – as learning in a natural / home environment is very far removed from a school environment).
On the other side of the spectrum, our oldest daughter is happily enjoying the multitude of activities she experiences in a private school environment, whilst our toddler is happy living in the moment, day by day.
It is our unschooling journey, that is so new for us, that I wish to write about and reflect upon. Our daughter has now been officially out of the school system for four months. I am slowly learning to ‘let go’ of a ‘school at home’ notion and am increasingly following her lead in terms of what topics she’s interested in and how she learns (she is fascinated in fabrics, design and sewing – since my knowledge in this area is lacking, a very good friend is teaching her – passing on skills – beautiful to see).
I still try to make sure we cover some form of language, writing, reading and maths every day (but have to be increasingly creative in how we do this so that it doesn’t become too staid!). I try to make sure we have a balance of focused learning time and social ‘free play’ time across the week. Some days are all play (like today for instance – meeting up with a group of lovely unschooling / natural learning families at wonderful Avalon Park), and others are more around the home learning, reading, baking and doing chores.
“You cannot depend on your eyes when your imagination is out of focus.” – Mark Twain
The families we have met all have their own special talents and it’s lovely to share in their breadth of knowledge and wisdom. Some are very musical, others come from a background in teaching or counseling. There’s a lot of supportive husbands bringing home the ‘bacon’ to enable natural learning to be a way of life for their family. Interestingly, quite a few of the supportive husbands work in the I.T. industry (another successfully brews and sells craft beer – which I sampled, with very little persuasion, on Saturday evening!).
The children of the natural learning families are all very imaginative and creative. They require little prompting and suggestion to play. They engage with each other comfortably, very articulately, with great self-assurance and confidence. They are used to engaging with children and adults of all ages. On ‘meet ups’ I often find myself standing back, listening and observing – but rarely needing to intervene (plus my hands and attention are usually rather engaged with young Alice). I also feel incredibly relaxed and able to ‘be’ myself. I have never, in my eight years of parenting, felt so relaxed with a group of fellow parents.
“Creativity is inventing, experimenting, growing, taking risks, breaking rules, making mistakes, and having fun.” – Mary Lou Cook
I’m finding that my two older daughters are bringing a fresh, unique dynamic into our home from their different choices of education. At first my oldest daughter, who is at a private school, struggled with understanding why her younger sister wasn’t going to ‘school’. I expect she was getting asked that question a lot from her peers too! But now, I think, she is over that and accepting that they have each made their own choices, as individuals. They each have their own, unique path in life. Since she has accepted this the relationship she has with unschooling sister has strengthened.
They each have their own ‘lives’ and are bringing the best bits from their ‘worlds’ into the home. We are so proud of our oldest daughter for coming to terms with this and being so supportive and accepting. She is doing so well in her learning, at a wonderful school, and really makes the most of all the amazing and varied opportunities that come her way. She is, as she was from day one, very independent and knows her own mind. She is in a school that encourages independence, initiative and leadership – character traits that she showed very early on in life.
As parents, my husband and I are always trying to adjust with each stage of development, learning and growth (or sometimes we feel like we are playing ‘catch up’ and have a couple of months that don’t ‘make sense’ until we have the benefit of hindsight!).
Our unschooler is now so much happier and over much of the anxiety she was plagued with last year, whilst trying formal ‘schooling’. She still doesn’t feel confident to commit to regular weekly activities – such as swim class, gym and drama, but is getting renewed confidence to be with friends and their parents without her own Mum and Dad always being in the same place. Anyone that knew her at Kindi would never believe what we went through last year. She was always the ‘life and soul’ of every party, an active and confident personality at Kindi, first to volunteer to ‘sing’ or ‘act’ in front of an audience. But last year, her first year of ‘formal schooling’ took all that away from her. She became anxious, constantly going to the toilet – night and day, clingy, emotional, angry, teary and nervous. Her spirit and personality was quashed under a boulder. The rigorous ‘testing’ that happens frequently in school made her question her own abilities and start to doubt herself (even though she was scoring well above ‘expected’ for her age). Her normal flood of artwork from Kindi petered out to nothing, as her creativity diminished under a tide of, what any adult would call, depression.
Now, as term one of this school year draws to a close, we are finally feeling happier, stronger and more comfortable all round (and our unschooler is at her happiest again – especially when climbing trees!).
“It is necessary to be concerned about the importance of educating a really beautiful human spirit.” – Shinichi Suzuki
All that we do as parents we do out of love x
“Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid.” ~ Albert Einstein
Challenge encourages learning, anxiety kills it – by Asha Dornfest
Homeschool Mom Interviews: Asha Dornfest – posted by Kristen Chase on The Pioneer Woman
When School Goes Against Your Very Nature – via Katarina Silva
The way of peaceful parenting – from Zen Habits
Authentic Parenting: Unschooling Question – What about the things you have to know?
Thinking About The Way My Children Get Their Education – by Jen of Snapshots